I had to disappear from the world, on repeat occasions. I didn’t even always know why, so I couldn’t really explain it fully at times when it was asked of me.
Especially in 2020.
This has been the best year of my life so far because in this year I fell deep into my wounds and I cried hard, afraid of a future I couldn’t see. And I pushed through those painful days and have come through to the other side (for now, until the next time). I’ve learned to stop being so consumed with my fears. I re-learned how to trust my own heart.
